It's one of those days...
I realize how utterly and helplessly human I am. I dont mean to make that word seem so crude, but in a way, it is. The past two weeks has been so.. social. That's a strange feeling for me.
In some ways, I greatly enjoy humanity, the visceral throbbing of life through my core. I'm so bound to this earth, these surroundings, adapting, acting, etc. I feel deeply those feelings that only humans are susceptible to-- love, compassion, mourning, nostalgia,.. Now is when I find that in order for me to find balance I must let go of some of these links and relationships.
I dont want to let go of my humanity. I want to feel. And yet, I need to be detached so that I can allow my self to move freely beyond this space.
I'm still searching for my bliss. I have an inkling of happiness within myself, but now I search for the instrument that will play truthfully how I interpret this world.
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