I think I'm sad, but I can't really tell.

I've been feeling anxious lately. 

Change approaches fast-- I'm leaving Madurai soon to explore North India before making my way back down south for some time with Amma. 

I'm not exactly sure why I'm worried... I suppose it has something to do with leaving, but more so of what is to come in the next place. Am I trying too hard to find something? I don't even know what I'm looking for. I might as well give up searching and look around at what's here. 

Sorry for the recent lack in stories. I suppose what was so wild to me has become normal. Recent news I've neglected to tell:

- Ants infesting my room... I couldn't figure out why. 

- Getting hit by a (small) truck in traffic while on my cycle

- Enjoying the monsoon in my sari, which has yet to dry

- Finishing my final paper! (I still think it needs revisions, but I'll let it rest for now)

- Fady Amca calling me from Bangalore :)

- Ditching an autorickshaw in ridiculous traffic and walking all the way home

Each of these have their stories, but maybe I'll save them for later. 

If anyone wants to contact me, do it soon. I won't have my phone for travels, and internet use will be scarce.